Today it rain very heavily, i ran all the way to collect the flag and i was totally drenched, when i went back to class, everyone looked at me and nadia was like are you wet? anyway, nadia was like the worst F&N buddy ever, she don't wash and she don't deal with hot stuff and when ni tried to handled the hot stuff she said that i am trying to be a hero...... damm..... i am tired, i had AC and cca today...... it was tiring, i couldn't stand still and guess what? next week tuesday have full dress rehearssal..... i dun wanna bring my gown to school!!!!! the worst part of it is that after school i will be very sticky and i will feel very irritated......
tomorrow...... my dooms day...... maths!!!! i wonder i will pass my maths for my CT, my school they call it CT but others call it CA....... went i reached this level, i am becoming more and more paranoid if i can pass my exams or not and i find myself more and more restrict as in i dun really wan tto talk to my friend now a days, some are wondering if i was angry or something like that.even teachers said that in my remarks...... i wonder if i am becoming weirder day by day..... i didn't know that sec 4s are that busy until this year....... haix...... i am worried, is like i am afraid that i would fail my N level, where would i go after that? may be ITE, i am not afraid to go ITE but i am afraid that my parents would push my to retake N levels, which i mostly don't want to because i don't want people to look at me differently...... yes people do say 'dun care what people say or think about you' it's easy to say, but nevertheless, people still do matter how people judge them.......
I can't come up eith any title, so therefore it shall be titleless......
yes lol.......
today's a boring day, it's like 10.44 when i start to write this post...... and i am suppose to do my F&N, it seems endless, i just can't finish my research......
All that it is in my head is all the fact of eggs, minerals and vitamins in it, i am only like halfway done, i am damm sad cos i wanted to finish by today....... haiz
shit i got to go...... bye people
to friends: ILY
TO ppl reading this post: Thanks
it's like the first day of term 2, darn, i am busy this week
Mon: AC, Tues: F&N, Wed: Choir Cum AC, Thurs: Maths test [dun wanna talk bout it]......
Haiz...... students now a day lead a busy lifestyle......
then, today i saw Serafina [nice name], she is still with the cast...... i always wanted to signed on it and yes! i am the second one to sign it..... hoho....... the first one is her Aunt which she wrote dumb ass, i wonder what kind of encouragement was that??? telling her to be more careful next time??
i signed my name there XD
and Roxanne signed on it after i did.......
Fina looked at me "is that all you are gonna write?"
i took another marker of another colour and wrote, 'get well soon' the cast was hard and hard to write on it, my words are small and it is hard to see
"What? 'Get well Sucker' ?" roxanne looked at the words that i wrote and i slapped my forehead
me and fina just threw her that glare, "it's get well soon, roxanne"
oh, that wasn't the first glare that i threw at her that morning, she used to have long hair and after the holidays, she cut her hair and i threw the same glare at the morning assembly.
today lunch, i had with rubini [BFF] and some of her drama friends, we were all discussing about the VP that came that morning. rachel said "that's that lady that we mistook as the tailor" i was like OMG but befoer she went to her, she checked with the teacher and found out that she is the VP i told them, imagine rachel didn't clarify with the teacher and go striaght to her, she would get into big trouble........ i had a lot of fun that afternoon...... next is my worst nightmare, Rebecca.
Rebecca is a girl from my cca and never fails to freak me out, because she always tries to seduce my, you ask me how? with that drama mama face and personalilty of hers......
wow, this is big!!!
It's like already 12.03 am, considered a sunday than a saturday......
i recieved a sms, i noe it's lame for me to talk bout it......
a meaning ful sms but no one has ever realised it unless you have lost it and that is love...... Yup, Love is in the air.
Darn, what am i talking?!
my sis came home frm taiwan..... ransack her whole luggauge, nothing but food...... speechless
no offence but some food do not suit my taste, either too bland or no taste...... but some are like heavenly tasty muacks, love it!
well now i am facing brain disfunctioning, i don't really stay up so late cos time is precious, juz joking......
my hands are typing in their own, with alot of spelling mistakes, forgive me about them......
i don't even noe what i am typing rite now....... Dammit i keep pressing the wrong keys or not pressing them hard enough.......
to shannon: thanks for the lovely sms, you are a precious friend
to friends: hey there ppl, love you guys
to ppl reading e post: I HATE SARCASTIC PPL, IF YOU ARE CLASSIFY UNDER 'SARCASTIC PEOPLE' GET LOST!!! I WARN YOU!!!
Darn, it's friday!
i was going to school like in the morning, still having my so call morning blues; for example *zombie stare* haha just joking..... i was in the computer lab doing my F&N and wow, guess what, all that thinking in the morning without breakfast is giving me headache, so moral of the story: Do not start work without breakfast.
I spend around 4 hours sitting on the damm chair and my ass hurts like hell and it is damm cold.
i came home to have lunch with my family, and i just rot there for the rest of my day......
darn, no more things to write......
i am bored to tears...... lying infront of the com and stare for the screen, ouch, my eyes hurts like hell......
i think i have nothing better to do in the holidays......
i think schooling is definately better than holidays......
T________T : to friends, i love you all!!!
hi poeple, seems like i hadn't really had the mood to blog for like 5 months...... i am really werid......[ i thought]
- maybe i had a emothinal break down due to sarcastic people out there in the cyber space??
- tired of telling peopel the boring life i have
- or maybe, just don't feel like doing it......
that's lame haha
okay....
these 5 months have been a eye opener to me, i found some great friends.....i don't really make friends in cyber space coz i find some, i mean SOME people are sarcasatic people......
after much thinking, i founf a solution and that is
Say all you want Blog all you want but I do not give a damm caz i juz want to be who i am.....
maybe that will be my vision......
LAME haha
anyway i don't really want to think bout thesr NOTHING BETTER TO DO PEOPLE i want to spend more time with friends that make my day fun.....
To: people who noe me in life/cyber......
I HAVE DECIDED NOT TO BLOG BOUT MY LIFE BUT TO BLOG BOUT MY FEELINGS, BLOG, SAY ALL YOU WANT BOUT ME, BUT I WOULDN'T GIVE A DAMM....
P.S I AM NOT A TAURUS, I AM A LIBRA......
To people that i noe in real life:
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
hi poeple, seems like i hadn't really had the mood to blog for like 5 months...... i am really werid......[ i thought]
- maybe i had a emothinal break down due to sarcastic people out there in the cyber space??
- tired of telling peopel the boring life i have
- or maybe, just don't feel like doing it......
that's lame haha
okay....
these 5 months have been a eye opener to me, i found some great friends.....i don't really make friends in cyber space coz i find some, i mean SOME people are sarcasatic people......
after much thinking, i founf a solution and that is
Say all you want Blog all you want but I do not give a damm caz i juz want to be who i am.....
maybe that will be my vision......
LAME haha
anyway i don't really want to think bout thesr NOTHING BETTER TO DO PEOPLE i want to spend more time with friends that make my day fun.....
To: people who noe me in life/cyber......
I HAVE DECIDED NOT TO BLOG BOUT MY LIFE BUT TO BLOG BOUT MY FEELINGS, BLOG, SAY ALL YOU WANT BOUT ME, BUT I WOULDN'T GIVE A DAMM....
P.S I AM NOT A TAURUS, I AM A LIBRA......
To people that i noe in real life:
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
